Study , study, study andddd ,
Wednesday, January 26, 2011 @ 11:27 PM
Backkkkkk ~ 23 months SINGLEEEEE ~ weeeee ! BORING ! pfft -___-
Most of my bbygals are having their own partners , except for me . pfft . how sad can that be . hahha !
Dear Future Husband, i can't wait to meet you =D
I have been concentrating on my studies , yes STUDIES , STUDIES, STUDIES . Unexpected ? Ridiculous ? Unbelievable ? Impossible ?
Well , afterall like what my dad said " go through difficult times first , then the easy ones will come after " .
I have been tightly concentrating on my weakest subjects which are my maths, combine science and humanities .
I want to pass my 'N' with "FLYING COLOURS" , yes , and i will make it possible , by not only saying it , but doing it .
How about my life ? well , all i can say is , life's unpredictable .
I surrender my everything to the upper ones .
There's this ex primary school mate of mine , i find him interesting cause , he remembers MOST of the things about me .
The times that we shared , the times that we had .
He remembered all but sadly , i have a short-term memory .___. so i can only remember part of it . And the most interesting part is when he remembered my PSLE INDEX NO . How interesting is that ? Even i myself can't remember that .
Well , anyway , he's went for an arm operation and i'm overjoyed cause he's still ALIVE . haha !
I know he's a strong man . He's the one who used to be there for me , and the one that always gives me confidence. Take a good rest my friend . =D
Alright , i'm off to bed now , having tution later on .
Will update when i have the time to ,
=D
Most of my bbygals are having their own partners , except for me . pfft . how sad can that be . hahha !
Dear Future Husband, i can't wait to meet you =D
I have been concentrating on my studies , yes STUDIES , STUDIES, STUDIES . Unexpected ? Ridiculous ? Unbelievable ? Impossible ?
Well , afterall like what my dad said " go through difficult times first , then the easy ones will come after " .
I have been tightly concentrating on my weakest subjects which are my maths, combine science and humanities .
I want to pass my 'N' with "FLYING COLOURS" , yes , and i will make it possible , by not only saying it , but doing it .
How about my life ? well , all i can say is , life's unpredictable .
I surrender my everything to the upper ones .
There's this ex primary school mate of mine , i find him interesting cause , he remembers MOST of the things about me .
The times that we shared , the times that we had .
He remembered all but sadly , i have a short-term memory .___. so i can only remember part of it . And the most interesting part is when he remembered my PSLE INDEX NO . How interesting is that ? Even i myself can't remember that .
Well , anyway , he's went for an arm operation and i'm overjoyed cause he's still ALIVE . haha !
I know he's a strong man . He's the one who used to be there for me , and the one that always gives me confidence. Take a good rest my friend . =D
Alright , i'm off to bed now , having tution later on .
Will update when i have the time to ,
=D
Labels: STUDY .
I'll have to ,
Monday, January 17, 2011 @ 4:13 AM
And my biggest secret ?I AM NOT OKEY .
Labels: deal with it .
STOPPPPPP ,
I can't wait for the day i can yell STOP , and all the pain goes away .
Labels: please.
I want to be your ,
This goes out to my second ex love ;
Time passes by , and we went on our saperate ways , no matter how hard i tried to make you drain down the river , it was always to no avail . It can be considered the hardest part of my life . Wonder why ? Cause the love between you and me still exist , but , i can only feel it from my side , not yours , that's one thing for sure . I'm lucky cause i'm your first true love , but will i be your last ? Only heaven knows . I miss your voice and your smile , the days we used to talk all night , it all seems like yesterday . You are my past , yet , i want you to be my future . It seems like you stoped caring , why ? Without your presence in my life , i noticed something , i'm being used by most people i cared about , i'm done putting up with it , none of them worth my tears , and that's the most important part . I want you to be a part of me , i want to be your last , cause when you set me free , life for me is not as easy as it seems . I face lots of things , ups and downs , all the rollercoaster rides , i want to face it with you and i want you to be the one that i'm crying for cause you're worth it . I miss us and WISH I NEVER END IT . When i don't talk to you it doesn't mean that i'm mad or i don't want to. I'm just waiting for you to talk to me first and show a little effort.
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I thought that if I prepare myself for the worst , then I would protect myself from that unforgiving pain . Turns out , I don't know how to protect myself , the pain endured is so much worse , it's unimaginable.
Labels: truth .
I'm
Friday, January 14, 2011 @ 8:03 PM
How amazing can this be ? My blog is all dusty . pfft ._."
To concot the most ridiculous story to explain my absence here is due to piles of school works and activities .
I was encumbered with lots of things for preparation of my 'N' levels which is in a few months time . I don't have any more time to waste like what i did in the past 3 years in my secondary school life .
I want to have a bright future ahead and that i wanna prove to everyone i can do it . ( InsyaAllah, Amin)
To cultivate in my studies , i have been spending most of my time revising and reading books . Unbelieveable ? Face it !
Now im off , I got to finish up my F&N coursework which is currently driving me crazy .
I'm off for now , will update real soon when i have the time to .
Labels: different.
Mengapa engkau tak membalas ,
Sunday, January 2, 2011 @ 5:34 AM
Ada apa dengan cinta ?Labels: cinta ku ?