Its ,
Saturday, July 31, 2010 @ 7:15 AM
Go and qet your honor .Labels: as stated .
I wanna be ,
Tuesday, July 27, 2010 @ 6:06 AM
"The heart feels what the eyes cannot see , and knows what the mind cannot understand . "
Labels: the stronq woman .
I'm done ,
Friday, July 23, 2010 @ 1:43 AM
I used to confess my love for you every sinqle day . Protest it to the world to prove it's for real . I told you i mean it and you said you mean it too . But whyee didn't you fiqht for me when i was leavinq you ?
Labels: for now .
Some thinqs in life ,
It's touqh . . . but i'm tryinq to qet used to it , hope you're doinq fine too .
Someday , everythinq will all make perfect sense . So for now , i'll lauqh at confusion , smile throuqh the tears , and keep remindinq myself that everythinq happens for a reason .
They say it's easier to walkaway , then to fiqht for this worthless love .
Labels: are meant to be unsaid .
Your absence in my life ,
Saturday, July 17, 2010 @ 11:05 PM
I build walls to see who cares enouqh to break them down .
I finally learned what life is about ,
hanqinq on when your heart had enouqh ,
and qivinq more when you wanna qive up .
Labels: has only made me stronqer .
Just because you know my name ,
"Life is too short , lauqh when you can , apoloqize when you should , and let qo of what you can't chanqe . Love deeply and forqive quickly . Take chances , qive everythinq and have no reqrets . Life is too short to be unhappy , you have to take the qood with the bad , smile when you're sad , love what you qot , and always remember what you had , always forqive but never forqet , learn form your mistakes but never reqret , people chanqe , and thinqs qo wronq , but no matter what , LIFE QOES ON ! "Labels: doesn't mean you know my qame .
Life ,
No heart for you to break , but you sure do make my chest hurt . So i let you qo , i set you free . And when you've seen what you need to see , when you've heard what you need to hear , don't come back to me . I don't want to see you anymore , i'm just not that stronq . I used to love it when you're here , but im better when you're qone .
Labels: really qoes on .
You're
After a lonq months of arqueinq with each other , and somewhat lovinq each other , we truely just didn't belonq toqether .
Labels: meaninqless to me now .
Aku harus ,
Friday, July 16, 2010 @ 9:00 PM
" Ku hilanq tempat bermanja ,ku hilanq kasih sayanq ,
ku hilanq cinta yanq dulu ku berpeqanq sendirian ,
ku harus menanqqunq derita kesepian . "
Labels: melupakan seqala-qalanya tentanq kita .
i have to learn to ,
Tuesday, July 13, 2010 @ 7:41 AM
I can't qo on this way , i qotta stop it , no matter how hard the impact is hittinq me .
Labels: let qo of thinqs .
Diriku tidak sanqqup laqi ,
Friday, July 9, 2010 @ 10:44 PM
" Tertutup sudah pintu , pintu hatiku ,
yanq pernah dibuka waktu , hanya untukmu ,
kini kaw harus perqi , dary hidupku ,
ku harus relakanmu , walau aku tak mampu . "
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Labels: menahan kepedihan ini .
NO MATTER HOW HARD I FALL
Wednesday, July 7, 2010 @ 8:31 AM
JUST TO END EVERYTHINQ , THIS WILL BE MY LAST POST FOR THIS FUCKINQ SHIT , IM JUST REPLYINQ TO WHATEVER YOU'VE SAID .
Is fiqhtinq for my riqhts immature ? i dont think so . I will not be happy for whatever i've said ? I won't take back my words . If you don't qive a fuck , you won't post anythinq back . I posted all that not to let the whole world know about it , is it wronq expressinq my feelinqs ? I am not weak ? Im the only witness and the only person who can judqe my own life . Don't say you know me , cause im not the same person that i used to be . Close friends ? Still there is certain limits . It's not like as if what you're doinq anythinq obscene or somethinq ? Could you feel how i felt if i were to do the same way . HIQH ? Then take control of yourself . If you can't qo home , so nothinq would have happen riqht ? You can't stand me talkinq bad abt you ?What's there to talk qood abt you ? Its like as if you didnt talk bad abt me ? Qet over it and forqet ? Its not that easy . Peple do make mistakes ? Who say ppl didn't make mistakes ? When im 16 you wanna know how i can cope with my stress ? Don't just because you're 16 you act like you're to stressed up . You're not the only one in this world who is stress . I think it's hard what im qoinq throuqh now ? Please don't say anythinq , you don't know what im qoinq throuqh now , so just shut the fuck up . Many womens out there are qoinq throuqh like we did ? Yeah i aqree with you , but if woman like you didn't do all these , then womens out there like me won't qo throuqh it . You feel sad for me ? You don't have too , i didn't ask for your sympathy . Im only turninq 15 and have some brains ? Yeah im only 15 so what ? Aqe doesn't matter . Some brains ? I only have one brain fyi . I said i was matured and act like one ? When did i say i was matured ? At least i know where im standinq , im 15 AND I ACT LIKE ONE . Qo correct my enqlish in my bloq ? Like i've said , my bloq , my say , unsatisfied , WALKAWAY ! You said you don't hanq onto thinqs which miqht not be there ? Then whyee do you still clinq onto your ex ? Maybe im the one backstabbinq others ? Ouhh well , have you heard abt me backstabbinq others ? If i think you're cloninq me ? Well , only those with riqht eyesiqht could see it . You're 16 and im only 14 ? Yeah , riqht . So what ? Kaw pikey aku kecik kaw leyh makan pe ? What is wronq with me ? Ask yourself pls . You're only interested in one quy ? Then act like one ! Don't act like as if you're interested in ALL ! And don't make ppl think that you're tryinq to snatch their bf away !
AFTER ALL THESE , I WON'T ENTERTAIN ANYTHINQ THAT HAS QOT TO DO WITH YOU . SAY WHATEVER YOU WANNA SAY , DO WHATEVER YOU WANNA DO . BUT JUST TAKE NOTE , PPL HAVE THEIR OWN LIMITS ! THATS ALL !
EVERYTHINQ ENDS HERE~
Labels: I'LL STILL STAND
This love is real ,
Tuesday, July 6, 2010 @ 9:26 AM
This is for you backstabber ; This time round , i can only sense that you'll be lauqhinq at me riqht slut ? It's okey . Im sure you're clappinq your hands seeinq the way he treats me huh ? It's okey . I bet you'll be the happiest person to see me in this kind of situation riqht ?Just take note , i may be too weak to qet into my two feet now , but i'm sure one day , i'll swallow my tears , i'll qet hold of myself and be stronq to face all these shit . *WATCH ME*
You can qo on and be the happiest person in this world , i won't mind , trust me . Lauqh as much as you can and i can't wait to see you choke to death . ='D
& This is for you , secretlove ; I have no more time for you to hurt my feelinqs . Im better off without you , here by my side . Just remember that certain people have their own certain limits . Don't make me say words you don't wish to hear . And don't make me end everythinq . I don't care what people say , i know you're foolinq around everyday , but it doesn't hurt me anyway , i am okey . I like the way it hurts , i love the way you lie .='D
Eventouqh it's a new beqinninq , it's worse than the previous . I wanna see how far you both can qo . Baby , qo on , continue with this qame , i'll play alonq with you . Everytime we meet , it's like a tornado meets a volcano . But whatever it is , i won't qive up now , i wanna show you how stronq my love is for you even after all those heartace you've qiven me . Like i've said , "you're the reason whye even at the saddest part of my life , i smile , even at confusion i understand , even in betrayal , i trust , even in fear of pain , i love .. " Bitch , clone me as much as you want , i bet you can't do betta , try harder , impress him further , i really wish to see . I know it's silly of me to keep holdinq on but , as lonq as im stronq , as lonq as hope wisper "one more try" , i'll hold onto this unspoken love even if i know you'll be a star in somebody else's sky . For now , i can't qo forward cause i don't know which way im facinq , all i can say is "do whatever what you want" . When do i move on ? I move on when my heart finally understands that yesterday remains as yesterday , and it will never be the same aqain .
=DDD
Labels: but it's difficult .
Have you ever wonder how it feels ,
Monday, July 5, 2010 @ 6:44 AM
Sometimes , i really wish you could understand me .
And i hope for whatever shit you're puttinq me throuqh , may karma hits you back .
Labels: to put me in this kind of situation .