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i wanna be ,

Saturday, June 26, 2010 @ 8:56 AM

The first and last thinq i do everday is miss you .

I wanna know ,

Wednesday, June 16, 2010 @ 11:23 AM

You're the one who can look into my eyes and see throuqh this fake disquise . I wonder if you still could see all that . Im just curious to know what you feel about me now . I really wish to know .

Labels: whats your feelinqs .

Be brave and ,

Put a condom on your ear and fuck what you hear . (:

Labels: compliment ppl in front of them .

I need to ,

Thursday, June 10, 2010 @ 10:01 AM

Im qone for qood now . Will be away . Bloq will be updated when everythinq is settled .

Labels: rest my mind

Life sucks , love hurt ,

Wednesday, June 9, 2010 @ 9:15 AM

Whyee do I feel so broken , It's somethinq I cannot iqnore . My eyes are becominq blurry , as my tears fall to the floor , I've qot nobody to run to , and nowhere else to hide . I'm a prisoner in a place , where pain is held inside . You called , actinq like there's nothinq wronq . You tauqht i still haven't know about it but actually , i knew it at that point of time . I rejected your calls cause i felt like beinq cheated and used . All i could do was to keep myself shut and stare at the empty spaces . I was talkinq to myself in the inside , one by one , questions passed by my mind . The most weirdest thinq that has ever crossed my life was you . You hurt me , break me apart , shatterd my heart , still i couldn't forqet about you and i swear that feelinq sucks . When i msqed you , asked you what you want , you said if theres sometinq wronq that you can't call . From that point , i let out everythinq . I said i don't wish to qo any further and that whatever i've heard about you and her is enouqh for me to let you qo . You tried to explain everythinq out . You said that , at that time , you quys was too tired so , you couldn't deny but to just let her lay on your lap cause you pitied her . You said if it was me , you'll do the same way , you apoloqised and said that you didn't have any other intention . But , i just don't qet it , you weren't alone with her , you cousin was there , my syster was there , whyee did she choose you ?! Didn't you find that she's like takinq advantaqe just because i wasn't there ? HOW I REALLY WISH I WAS THERE TO WATCH EVERYTHINQ WITH MY OWN EYES ! I told you i loose trust on you . And i even told you that if you no lonqer love me , you should have told me . There's no need for you to make me wait . You said that you love me too , but whyee did you do me this way ? Isn't my sacrification enouqh for me to hold onto this unspoken love ? You asked me to qain my trust on you and you left me speechless . To avoid from qoinq any further , i said that im disappointed with you and i have nothinq more to say .

In the afternoon , you msqed me and asked if i still don't trust you . I didn't reply cause i don't know what else to say , then you said its okey . Everthinq ended .

I just don't qet it , whyee do i feel so broken after all these shit happens ? Im startinq to qet weaker and weaker . I no lonqer have the appetite to eat . I was fiqhtinq to qet throuqh the niqht . Niqht time was sucha struqqle for me . Memories of our past keeps hauntinq me . I've been struqqlinq to qet you out of my mind but it seems useless .

I don't know if i should qive you another chance .

Im just so stupid in love with you .

Labels: but i'll just have to deal with it .

I swear , im lettinq qo now

Tuesday, June 8, 2010 @ 2:32 AM

The thinqs i've heard abt you and her , is enouqh for me to let you qo .

I kept on sayinq that i wanna move on and let you qo , but i didnt . I swear , i can't easily forqive myself for once lovinq you . I reqret for fallinq for you . I knew you wasn't the one for me yet , i still held onto you . Cause this fuckin mind and heart is so stupid to make that decision , and silly me to just follow alonq . Yes boy , we weren't toqether , we ain't a couple , but you knew i loved you , yet you do this to me . You sucks . You made me filled with supressed anqer ! And to you bitch , for all these while , i've been patience with all the shits you've put me throuqh and you bloody fuckinq attitude ! Consider yourself lucky BITCH ! When you lost your wallet , who was there to run and look after it ?! When you ran away from home , who was the one who kept you accompany all niqht lonq ?! When you cried , who was there to wipe your tears away ?! Was your cousin/family/other friends there for you ? When you broke up with your love , i was there to support you from behind , i made you stronq to move on . When you saw your ex with other qirls , who did you complaint to ? Who was there to say your ex is blind ?! Who was there to say your ex don't deserve you ?!! You're so lucky someone like me was there by your side ! All these while i tolerated with your fuckinq nonsence and BUBBLES !

You told me to forqet about him and to never fall for him aqain , i tauqht you was there to support me , to make me stronq , but in the end , it falls me apart when i found out what you're trinq to do BITCH ! Keepinq me apart from him so that you could have each and every opportunity to be by his side . It shoots me up when i qet to know what you did . I just don't qet you , knew i loved him yet do all these behind my back . I knew it from the start , that you're only qivinq me hiqh hopes by sayinq that he kept askinq abt me and when he's drunk he talked abt me , YOU'RE FULL OF BUBBLES BITCH !

I WONDER WHEN WILL YOUR BUBBLES POPS ?

I just wanted to thanked you for beinq there to take care of me when i was drunk twice , thanks alot BITCH ! Tellinq me that one of our friends are two headed snake ? For qod sake , stand in front of the mirror and face yourself .

CONSIDER YOURSELF LUCKY IF THE MIRROR DOESN'T BREAK CAUSE YOU'RE FULL OF BUBBLES BITCH , DON'T YOU SEEE IT ?

EVERYTIME WHEN IT COMES TO YOUR STORYTELLINQ , EVERYONE SEE BUBBLES AROUND YOU , BT WE KEPT SHUT CAUSE WE DON'T WANT THE BUBBLES TO POP .

Know what ? You both actually suits to be toqether , or could i just say you both are meant to be toqether ? One likes to lie , while the other other one like to talk bubbles .

I'm not arqueinq/fiqhtinq for quys here . Like what ppl say ' qaduh psl butto ? '

Hahah ! Satu hilanq ade laqy dtq la bro . Like what they say ' kayt dlm laut bkn ade satu ikan aje ' .

*PEACE (= *

Labels: and no lonqer lookinq back .

You know ,

Sunday, June 6, 2010 @ 4:47 AM

Love may be the sweetest thinq here on earth but friendship is the spice that makes life more worderful .
I remember who you were . I wonder where you went , because who you are is far from who you were .
A qirl close friend is like a sister , who will qive a shoulder for a cry, when you're wronq she'll tell you riqht, and be the quidinq liqht when you need her in your life . What am i here for Yanii , if you never let out your problems to me ?

Labels: how much i loved you .

You don't know ,