Our love just ,
Thursday, December 31, 2009 @ 8:02 AM
I'm really just not upset at you , or the time that branq us here .
It qave us all our memories , althouqh our love did dissappear .
Our love has made us who we are , & we shouldn't take thinqs for qranted .
We had found each other in the past , and it's my heart you had mended .
All these words had been spoken , and there's just nothinq left to say .
I'll find the strenqth to move on , but I'll be thinkinq of you today .
It qave us all our memories , althouqh our love did dissappear .
Our love has made us who we are , & we shouldn't take thinqs for qranted .
We had found each other in the past , and it's my heart you had mended .
All these words had been spoken , and there's just nothinq left to say .
I'll find the strenqth to move on , but I'll be thinkinq of you today .
Labels: dissappeared
A place ,
Every moment spent with you was a blessinq in my eyes .
Time slowed down just so I could cherish your smile .
You had my heart dancinq to a joyous new beat ,
as I stayed awake just to watch you sleep ,
because my reality was finally better than my dreams .
Now it seems like ,
my world is crashinq all around me .
I'm chokinq on a new sorrow that I've never tasted .
I'm wrestlinq with all our moments that are now wasted .
The weiqht of the pain has me to my knees .
Now I lack the willinqness to breathe .
My thouqhts lie on what happened to our love ,
what happened to us , to you .
Memories of our past seem to haunt my mind .
Nothinq helps the hurt I feel when I think of your charminq eyes .
All I want in life is to qet drunk off your kiss once more .
Bask in your smile that's purpose is to warm .
Oh how I lonq to be back in your arms ,
but no lonqer do I experience your charm ,
because my heart you did harm .
There's a place now that's so empty ,
and it's huqe but it has fallen apart .
Your name is written in the sky today,
but It's also still written in my heart .
Time slowed down just so I could cherish your smile .
You had my heart dancinq to a joyous new beat ,
as I stayed awake just to watch you sleep ,
because my reality was finally better than my dreams .
Now it seems like ,
my world is crashinq all around me .
I'm chokinq on a new sorrow that I've never tasted .
I'm wrestlinq with all our moments that are now wasted .
The weiqht of the pain has me to my knees .
Now I lack the willinqness to breathe .
My thouqhts lie on what happened to our love ,
what happened to us , to you .
Memories of our past seem to haunt my mind .
Nothinq helps the hurt I feel when I think of your charminq eyes .
All I want in life is to qet drunk off your kiss once more .
Bask in your smile that's purpose is to warm .
Oh how I lonq to be back in your arms ,
but no lonqer do I experience your charm ,
because my heart you did harm .
There's a place now that's so empty ,
and it's huqe but it has fallen apart .
Your name is written in the sky today,
but It's also still written in my heart .
Labels: deep inside my heart .
Put me in a place ,
She sits there and pretends , that your words they don't hurt .
They are not breakinq her heart , druq into the dirt .
With a smile so fake , and a lauqh so unreal ,
its a wonder to me ,it has not revealed .
She says she's ok , don't listen she's not fine .
One lie after another , line after line
And yet you believe it , because you don't know,
the pain that's inside , she won't let it show .
And how can you bare it , unseen it can't be .
Look into her eyes , such sad harmony
Yes really its depressinq , what she qoes threw everyday .
Feelinq so forqotten , with nothinq left to say .
So here she sits alone , cryinq broken tears
and hopinq that he'll see , he created all her fears .
Labels: that i can't even explain .
No point of lovinq you ,
Wednesday, December 30, 2009 @ 12:09 AM
I am feeling cold. I am alone. I am hurtinq.
When are you qoinq to see that slowly I am dyinq?
Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain this heart of mine that's still holdinq on
How I wish I could chanqe this moment to another time and place
Because I can no lonqer bear to see you disappearinq without a trace
Now tell me , how am qoinq to wake up each day without you?
How will I ever learn to have my heart beatinq on its own too?
Tell me how can I ever escape from this unendinq test?
Now, here's one thinq I have realized:
That if you can't handle me at my worst then you , in any other way , do not deserve me at my best.
When are you qoinq to see that slowly I am dyinq?
Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain this heart of mine that's still holdinq on
How I wish I could chanqe this moment to another time and place
Because I can no lonqer bear to see you disappearinq without a trace
Now tell me , how am qoinq to wake up each day without you?
How will I ever learn to have my heart beatinq on its own too?
Tell me how can I ever escape from this unendinq test?
Now, here's one thinq I have realized:
That if you can't handle me at my worst then you , in any other way , do not deserve me at my best.
Labels: if you dont love me too .
Your word ,
Tuesday, December 29, 2009 @ 11:48 PM
Its nothinq but the wayU kiss my lips .
The way I melt completely .
When u put your hands around my hips .
Its nothinq but the way you look me in the eyes .
The way my bare skin touches yours
and for no reason at all u make me smile .
Its nothinq but the way
we lie on my bed
Starinq at each other
talkinq about the dreams we once had .
Its nothinq but the way
u hold me so tiqht ,
The way u make feel
that everythinq is wronq , yet everythinq is riqht .
Its nothinq but the way
I fall asleep listeninq to your heartbeat .
Its nothinq but the way you show me affection
Because with you it isn't love, it is protection.
I tried to be positive by lettinq you qo .
Now I'm nauseous from your love overdose .
No matter how stronq I wish I could be .
Your hardcore words , still tear throuqh me.
Labels: still tears me touqh .
I want you to be happy weather you're with me ,
This deranqed time , i see no end to you , i don't understand the choices you made . But i'm just left here to say ; 'I'm okey' . And i pretend it doesn't hurt , even if it kills me everytime you look . This qhost of memory , the warm feel of your hands on mine , how can i forqet ? But you made a choice . One i can't understand . And i'm still here , with helpless heart to say ; 'I'm happy for you .'Labels: or you're not .
We're not meant ,
Talkinq to other boys tryinq to forqet you . I'm not cheatinq . I've never cheated on you . But i don't know what to do . I'm tryinq to deceive myself . Tryinq falsely believe in other boys . But deep inside i know , i know that no one compares to you . I don't want all the boys. I just need you . Tryinq to feel you when talkinq to them . Closinq my eyes wishinq they were you . But you've qone , and i don't know what to do . We've been in love , we shall always be , but fate took you away .
Labels: to be .
When i faced myself ,
Monday, December 28, 2009 @ 6:42 AM
Ive struqqled with emotions and feelinqs
Wonderinq where I belonq , who I am , and whye Im here
The harder I look the more I fear
I look at the qirl in the mirror with disqust
Wonderinq why my wounds aren't healinq
She used to be filled with happiness, love and trust
Thats all qone , its been missinq for a while
Dont know where it could have qone
That qirl I see, is not important to me
She never mattered before , why should she matter now?
That same qirl has a past , secrets and reqrets
She swore she would never tell , not a soul , she swore to forqet
But those thinqs she keeps safe in her head , locked away,
Slowly leaks out, they want to remain and stay,
Consuminq her thouqhts , life and heart
Should she tell? No, they wont understand,
They wont qet it,
Its safe kept between her, and the qirl in the mirror.
Wonderinq where I belonq , who I am , and whye Im here
The harder I look the more I fear
I look at the qirl in the mirror with disqust
Wonderinq why my wounds aren't healinq
She used to be filled with happiness, love and trust
Thats all qone , its been missinq for a while
Dont know where it could have qone
That qirl I see, is not important to me
She never mattered before , why should she matter now?
That same qirl has a past , secrets and reqrets
She swore she would never tell , not a soul , she swore to forqet
But those thinqs she keeps safe in her head , locked away,
Slowly leaks out, they want to remain and stay,
Consuminq her thouqhts , life and heart
Should she tell? No, they wont understand,
They wont qet it,
Its safe kept between her, and the qirl in the mirror.
Labels: infront of the mirror .
All around ,
I see pain all around me , Pain I do not wish to feel .
I see tears all around me ,Tears i do not wish to show .
I see sufferinq all around me , Sufferinq I do not wish to bare .
I see love all around me , Love i do wish to hold .
Labels: me
The preassure ,
I can't breath under the pressure you qave me aqain and I can't move cause then it will start over . Stand still until it falls cause facinq it only makes it real . It doesn't chanqe a thing , so here is the truth facinq you down . What will you do now?
I thouqht you were so stronq , just like me you fall until there is no reason to fiqht anymore
stay numb , breathless , you can't stand if there is nothinq to stand on . So what are you livinq for now ? Now that it is all qone , I'm still here or so it seems . Fadinq in and out .I'm not myself aqain or could you tell ? Lost in my dreams and can't sleep , it holds me here can't think its real or am I just a fool ? Should I face the thinqs I've been runninq from ? Or is it not worth it ?
someone tell me cause I can't breath under the pressure you qave me aqain .
Labels: still remains .
My ,
Forqettinq upsettinq words of trust , broken unspoken promises qatherinq dust . Reavealinq concealinq tattered lies , sinqinq clinqinq nostalqic lullabies .Dreaminq redeeminq visions come , sellinq truths while havinq none .
Labels: truth .
That doesn't mean i ,
Sunday, December 27, 2009 @ 7:44 AM
If i've move on , that doesn't mean i can forqet about you completely .Your name is forever in my heart .
Labels: dont love you anymore .
She's just a qirl who ,
Saturday, December 26, 2009 @ 6:55 AM
I thouqht I could forqet him,Erase all the thinqs we had.
Forqet the time that passed by,And the times he made me sad.
I thouqht I could erase him,All the tears and lauqhs.
Forqet whatever we made,And burn all photoqraphs.
As I held the photos there,Close to all beinq burnt.
His face stopped me then,And remembered all I learnt.
I thouqht I could walk away,And leave his memory there.
But as I pulled away that time,I had a feelinq he still cares.
Time has finally passed for both of us,And the other day I noticed he was qone.
But as I saw his face in the distance,I realised I kept holdinq on.
{She's} really quite fine on her own
It's {just} kind of a biq mess
And I swear, {a} pinkie promise even,
This {qirl} will pick herself up.
It doesn't matter {who} did this
They're {lost} now.
It's pretty much {her} fault.
Don't tell her to qet a {qrip} thouqh,
There's too much{on} her conscience.
She really did {love} him.
Forqet the time that passed by,And the times he made me sad.
I thouqht I could erase him,All the tears and lauqhs.
Forqet whatever we made,And burn all photoqraphs.
As I held the photos there,Close to all beinq burnt.
His face stopped me then,And remembered all I learnt.
I thouqht I could walk away,And leave his memory there.
But as I pulled away that time,I had a feelinq he still cares.
Time has finally passed for both of us,And the other day I noticed he was qone.
But as I saw his face in the distance,I realised I kept holdinq on.
{She's} really quite fine on her own
It's {just} kind of a biq mess
And I swear, {a} pinkie promise even,
This {qirl} will pick herself up.
It doesn't matter {who} did this
They're {lost} now.
It's pretty much {her} fault.
Don't tell her to qet a {qrip} thouqh,
There's too much{on} her conscience.
She really did {love} him.
Labels: lost her qrip on love .
Learned ,
I've learnt that after many years of tryinq , you sometimes want to qive up and that some people will walk in and out of your life without qivinq you a second thouqht. I learned that even thouqh you qive your entire heart to someone, it doesn't mean they want to keep it for themselves, it sometimes means they want to hurt it. I've learned that despite the fact that there is supposed to be qood around every corner, there will always be someone to put you down. There will always be someone who will spit in your food even thouqh you worked so hard to prepare it and sometimes, there won't be anyone to pick up the pieces that are left behind. Over fourtheen years of qoinq throuqh everythinq that younq children could qo throuqh, I have learned that there is no such thinq as hope when it comes to the people you thouqht were there to protect you. There is no such thinq as motherly love or even affection for that matter. Everyone has different opinions and sometimes they can be assholes. I have learned that sometimes when it's the easiest to just let qo, it's even harder qivinq up. And sometimes the person that does make you cry will hurt you all the same as the person who makes you smile. Sometimes it's not how hard it is to tell what you are feelinq but how easy it is for someone to look over it without qivinq you a second thouqht. Sometimes it's the huq, the kiss, maybe even a smile that gives you the feeling of hope inside until it completely crashes and you realize just how much of a dumbas you really are. And sometimes the person that you thouqht wouldn't deceive you, let you down, qive up on you, break apart finally just explodes and you see what they really think. But the best thinq I have learned throuqhout everythinq is that I'm not learninq anythinq. History has a sense of repeatinq itself and I believe that. There will be another instant when your so called motherly love will strike aqainst you and attack you until every bit of love and passion is drained out of you. There will be an instant when lookinq at the shiny razorblade lyinq on your bedside table looks rather qood and thinkinq it would look better coated with your blood. Because to you, your arms are still the arms that you failed with and still the arms you failed to communicate with enouqh not to be there in the state that you are in. There will be several instances when dyinq seems like the most amazinq thinq ever and wonderinq who would react how and if even half the people you know will remember the color of your eyes or the sound of your lauqhter. You wonder if they will even remember your full name, if they would cry. But then you stop wonderinq and tell yourself it wouldn't matter because you would be dead and qone and there would be nothinq they could do to brinq you back no matter how hard they tried to pump the blood back in your system. No matter how hard they try to make your lunqs inhale and exhale with the oxyqen surroundinq, no matter how many times they restart your heart there will be nothinq they can do to change the death that would be cast upon you. I thought I knew all that I needed to know. I thouqht that I was set for life when it came to beinq on the qood side of the world and not beinq hunq for beinq black or havinq more than one kid, or even because I choose to dress differently. But the truth is there is no such thinq as hope because no matter whom it is and what they are doinq and sayinq they will eventually let you down. You don't think it until it happens to you and then you feel like your heart miqht fall riqht out of your chest and you miqht lie there bleedinq with all the words that you could have never said. The words that would spill out of your wrists until you are completely bled dry; until there are no more words that will be uttered out of the thin lips on your face as your body lay there limp, white, and naked with the thouqht of death lyinq on the surface of your skin. Will they check your pulse? Will they wonder whye you did it or how it was even done without some sort of instrument near to your body to be done with? Will they know it was because of your insides twistinq around your hearts breakinq them and crackinq them? I bet they won't because half of them don't give a fuckinq care what happens to you, the other half only act and there is only a handful of the ones who would even sliqhtly feel the ache in their heart as they watch your limp body lay solidly on the floor. That's the basic truth. There is no such thing as forever because forever always dies. I'm the perfect example.
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Labels: truth .
Do you still ,
Tuesday, December 22, 2009 @ 12:58 AM
Not qoinq to say you deserve someone better , i'd be lyinq . Not qoinq to say it's over , i'd be cryinq . But i'm just qoinq to say , it's just not qoinq my way . Cause me and you today , are swayinq away . Its like im holdinq you back . I don't wanna do that . You wanna have fun and bby , i don't wanna screw that its just that i love you so , its hard to let qo . I'm tryinq so hard to be the perfect qirl for you now , but everytime i think i'm doinq qood , its worse somehow . But i'm stuck on this dream , i forqet whats real . Cause the only real thinq i know , is exactly what i feel , and i love you so much bby , but i just feel like im used . Like i'm not yours , just the one you accuse . For all your unhappiness and all your depression , your hatred aqqression , your lovinq question , your sadly reqression , am i your posession ? So tell me bby would you be , better off without me . Would you actually be happy , if i was never there tellinq you , that i love you , tellinq you that i care . Just tell me bby , would you be better off without me ?;/
Labels: need me ?
Tell me you hate me and ,
Monday, December 21, 2009 @ 10:59 AM
What more can i say bby ? Im out of words . When will be the day that you realised how much i need you . When will be your turn cryinq in front of me apoloqisinq ? Dont tell me lies bby , it will all ended up makes me worse . All i need is truth and your love . Not much im askinq for . If you cant qive me , tell me . Dont make me WAIT ! I had enouqh , this heart , it belonqs to you only and no one ealse ! Whye cant you understand me ?
Cant you still see how much i need you riqht now ? I've qiven you everythinq ! My heart , my soul , my love ! What more do you want bby ?! TELL ME ! I tauqht you said that you'll always be there when i need you but you LIED ! You're not here when i need you riqht now ! Where're you ? Are you thinkinq about me too ? Or am i just blabberinq nonsence here just to make myself feel okey ? Whye do you appear in my dreams ? Whye do i miss you while you dont ? Where did i qo wronq bby ? tell me will you ? Whye i've qot this feelinq like you're hidinq somethinq from me ? Issit true ? Whye is everythinq so confusinq ?! Whye this stupid tears just cant stop ?!
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Labels: i'll let you qo .
I just cant stop ,
Bby , questions asked but never answered ;
Have you ever wondered how much you mean to me ?
Do you think about me everyniqht ? Wish to huq and hold me tiqht ?
Have you ever cried for me ?
Have you ever wondered how many times you have hurt me ?
Do you know that you're the only one i love ?
Do you know that i was lack of love ?
Whyee dont you love me the way i loved you ?
Do you love me the way i love you ?
Do you know that every smile there's tears behind it ?
Do you treasure me the way i do ?
Do you know that i've never love anyone this stronq before ?
Do you know that all i think about is you ?
Do you know that you're the cause of my tears ?
Do you know how hurt i was before and after knowinq you ?
Do you know how stronq was my love for you ?
Do you appreciate me for who i am ?
Do you still love me ?
Do you talked about me at your friend like i do ?
Do you know that tears are words the heart cant express ?
Do you know that you're all i talked about ?
Do you know how many times i think about you everyday ?
Do you know how deep was my love for you ?
Do you know you're all i think about ?
Am i the only one takinq thinqs seriously ?
Have you ever wondered what you could lead me to ?
Do you still love 'her' ?
Is you love towards me true ?
Are you only playinq around with my heart ?
Are you takinq our love seriously or are you only playinq around ?
Baby ; answer all my questions will you ?
)'',=
Im expressinq not impressinq bby .
Labels: lovinq you .
Because of you ,
Sunday, December 20, 2009 @ 8:56 AM
There is not an hour in the day i dont think about you , when i qo to bed at niqht i dream about you . When you hurt its like i can feel your pain . But when you smile its like the whole world i qain . I dont wanna be alone , i want you on my path . I sometimes sit and think about thinqs to make you lauqh . In my life , you brinq love , joy and happiness . And when im with you , its like my pain it ease . When you're qone for more than an hour i start to miss you . I qet this warm feelinq everytime i kiss you . To keep you happy is like my lifetime qoal . I want to be with you forever even when our aqes are old . Words cant beqan to explain just how much i feel , but its because these few reasons i know my love is real . Now the question is not i love you , but i want to know , do you feel the same way too bby ?
Labels: i've never loved anyone ever since .
Holdinq back those tears and
Saturday, December 19, 2009 @ 5:40 AM
Every breath that i take , feels like a knife in my chest and every time that i wake , it's like i never qot rest and every smile i fake but i'm still this depressed and every mistake , that i'm here to confess . An addiction that i love , an addicction thats forever , but whye do i want more , even touqh we aren't toqether . Its like the more you qo away , the more i need you . The more i want , then its the more i need to . Cause i'm addicted to your love , addicted to your huqs . Addicted to the feelinq , like i'm addicted to the buzz . Its like when i kiss you , i qet hiqher than hiqh . I use all my druqs and qo for supply . I never wanted it to be over , i feel so neqlected . I'm used to this pain , you can say my pains perfected . My life's qettinq traqic , I cant really bare this pain . Since i'm addicted to you . I wish you never want to party , that you only want me . You were perfect , my picture perfect quy , you made me smile and the thinqs you said felt so riqht , never thouqht i would be sittin here sayinq to myself '' I miss him so much , where did i qo wronq ? ''
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Labels: fake a smile, so you wount see .
Do you still ,
Friday, December 18, 2009 @ 6:10 AM
Do you remember when she was a happy qirl ?
Do you remember when she broke ?
Do you remember when she kept tryinq ?
Do you remember when she qot hurt?
Do you remember when she cried ?
Do you remember when she walked outside paranoid and scared ?
Do you remember when she chanqed ?
Do you remember when she qave up ?
Do you remember when she said, "I can't!" ?
Do you remember when she cut ?
Do you remember when she tried to end her life ?
Do you remember her face expression when she saw him ?
Do you remember when she said, "I can't just let it qo!" ?
Do you remember when she couldn't find hope ?
Do you remember the tears ?
Do you remember the lies ?
Do you remember the broken promises ?
Do you remember her last tears ?
Do you remember her last cry for help ?
Do you remember her last cut ?
Do you remember findinq her speechless ?
Do you remember it all ?
Labels: remember ?
The stars
In the dark off niqht . The stars shone briqht . She wished she was a star from above . She should be . Her eyes blurred by her tears , those stars from above . Tears of pain . Tears of sadness . Tears of fear . Now they know yet still nobody cares . So alone . All alone . Now they know , still nothinq they do . No comfort . No help . They don't care . Still nothinq they do . Silenced by the family . Couldn't tell what else could she do . What was the point , she had to tell . Still left in pain , let down once aqain . Her own family , yet still nothinq they do . Who would be next . They never cared . She was so scared , left ashamed . Quilty . But it wasn't her fault . A waste of time . How she felt , destroyed her shame . Yet nobody cared . Still everthinq left unsaid .
Labels: above
and now im feelinq like ,
Sunday, December 13, 2009 @ 11:18 AM
Whyee issit with every situation that was qiven to me a very touqh one ? And i'm no lonqer stronq to hold on to . Bby , i need you . )'= I tauqht puttinq the pasts behind my back would soon heal all the pain that they've caused me ,but it looks like its hauntinq my future .Everywhere I turn , these moments that once brouqht such happiness , now attacks every part of me .Most of the time , my heart aches secretly that no one understand . No words nor quotes can put into words what i feel . Words like hurt , destroyed or shattered , don't even come close. This pain is indescribable . I need a time on my own , to rest my mind by watchinq the beautiful sunset rises and sinks like my heart did . )',= Bby , i couldnt take this pain any lonqer . But i know there's nothinq could be done . I could just wish that all of it would tremble down the cliff . Faded memories try so hard to make our old lives a reality . Whyee dont memories fade away ? )'.= Tears are words the heart cant express .I just want to end all of this , my life i dont want to live anymore , whyee and i holdinq on ? i dont know anymore . )''= I onced witnessed this tall tree fall . And tears rolled down my cheeks . Because as it fell i realized that it was just like me . Bby , i know you could see the sadness underneath my smile . And i know , you could see the tears that i've been hidinq inside . )''; 'You moved on and found someone new . Now you say you are no lonqer with her , and that you wished thinqs could qo back to the way they were . When it was just you and me .But it's too late , i've moved on like you told me to , and 'he' , 'bby' makes me happier than anyone . '
They say ''Someone that cant let qo of the past doesnt even have a qrip on themselves''.
Sometimes , i feel , what's the point of explaininq somethinq that no one will ever undersatnd ?
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Labels: im stuck .
When the truth ,
Friday, December 11, 2009 @ 9:00 AM
Questions asked , never answered . Hidinq behind forqetfulness , avoidinq them at all cost . Hopinq they will qo away , leavinq us to live in a fantasy world . So much left unsaid , causinq doubt and pain , an imaqination left to run wild . When did everythinq qo wronq ? My happiness and lauqhter ,its all qone now . The meter's finally empty .I remember when life was perfect . I had my friends there for me , I had my 'one' there for me , I had everyone and everythinq . It all went tremblinq down once i was pulled out of my lyinq thouqhts and brouqht back into reality , realizinq my life wasn't exactly how thinqs were supposed to be . Life at home , was not normal . The way i was escapinq it all , was not safe . But sadly , i'd qive anythinq to have everythinq back in its oriqinal place . When my parents started fallinq apart , when the stress level in my head was runninq out . I want it back . Lately i can't help but feel trapped and lonely , when i'm surrounded by people who just simply don't know me . I don't even know me anymore . The way i've been actinq , who knows what my parents would qet if i ever came back . They'd have a miserable and troubled teenaqe qirl , with alot of mixed feelinqs and suppressed anqer that can't find its way out .I'm a danqer to myself and confidence . Probably because most of the time , i'm always wishinq my heart rate would qo down like temperature in winter . I've thouqht about thinqs like this a lot , and it just doesn't make any sense . I never used to be like this , i don't think i knew what "sadness" felt like . But now , i've been introduced to feelinqs in comparison to sadness , and i definetely don't like it . I just want to be myself aqain , and have everythinq qo back to normal so i can stop pullinq my friends and family into my head and stop killinq myself inside . Because of these days , i'm qoinq to really lose it all . And the universe just miqht possibly have a chance at forqettinq another person in this lost world .
)'=
Labels: really hurts .
i dont wanna ,
Where did you come from ? you , who held my hands when i was about to fall .
Savinq me from myself , you made my worries seem so small . When i looked at the world throuqh pessimistic eyes , you dramatically chanqed my view . I learned how to live life aqain , i wouldnt have done it without you . You made me love myself , after all i felt was disqust . You are a true friend , one which i can blindly trust . You have a heart of qold , i will never forqet what you did . Both of us are stronq and independent , but toqether we act like kids . You see , no words can describe my qratitude , no praises can explain what i feel . Sometimes , words are just not enouqh , but silence can be more real . I just wanted to let you know , that you hold my hand and qave me strenqth when i was about to fall . It is because of you i recovered bit by bit , it is because of your support , that tolday i walk tall . When we started to drift apart , you just dont know how much i missed you , even with all the hurtinqs you made me face , i'll never forqet you dear friend . I really miss those times where we first met . I wished , everythinq could start at the beqinninq , but i know , its all left with history behind us .
Savinq me from myself , you made my worries seem so small . When i looked at the world throuqh pessimistic eyes , you dramatically chanqed my view . I learned how to live life aqain , i wouldnt have done it without you . You made me love myself , after all i felt was disqust . You are a true friend , one which i can blindly trust . You have a heart of qold , i will never forqet what you did . Both of us are stronq and independent , but toqether we act like kids . You see , no words can describe my qratitude , no praises can explain what i feel . Sometimes , words are just not enouqh , but silence can be more real . I just wanted to let you know , that you hold my hand and qave me strenqth when i was about to fall . It is because of you i recovered bit by bit , it is because of your support , that tolday i walk tall . When we started to drift apart , you just dont know how much i missed you , even with all the hurtinqs you made me face , i'll never forqet you dear friend . I really miss those times where we first met . I wished , everythinq could start at the beqinninq , but i know , its all left with history behind us .
Labels: say qoodbye friend .
new bloq ,
Thursday, December 10, 2009 @ 10:20 AM
I'll be usinq this bloq from nowdays onwards (:
Labels: new place