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I don't want to make the ,

Friday, October 29, 2010 @ 4:48 AM

Now , i have to worry about one shit , just one .

But this one , indicates where i stand in the future .

This one and only chance , i cannot miss it , it would be a waste if i do .

So for now , i really need to buck up and be prepared for it .

This one shit determined the place where im going in the upcoming years .

Now , i'm ignoring everything and everyone , as far as i could , till this one finale shit ends ~

Labels: wrong steps .

I wanna be your ,

Tuesday, October 26, 2010 @ 3:15 AM

At times like this , i wish i could stay by your side . Watchinq over you , taking good care of you , when you're sick . I really wish i could , but it's impossible . Guiding you through with every steps you take , i don't want you to take the wrong turns . Feeding you with the right medicine , then i would be relieved that you're on the right track . I want to be the best you've ever had , better than the rest , your sweetest girl . I really wish i could . Even when my mind still can't understand my heart , i hope you know , how much i care about you .

Labels: sweetest thang .

Get well soon ,

Thursday, October 21, 2010 @ 7:38 AM

Im not asking you to be perfect , neither do i say im perfect . But one thing is for sure , you gotta change your negative thoughts about me , please , you have to , no matter what . Cause when you said all that , it's like you're wishing for it to happen . I know you don't have the intention nor any wish when you said all that . Just do me this one favour , kick that bad habit of yours away . There's so much things you don't know . And you don't know how i feel . I don't wanna hurt you and i bet you don't have the intention to hurt me either . This heart of mine , you'll have to know , it's not fully open yet . The door keeps on swingging , one minute it's open and the other minute , it's closed , even without me noticing it . This heart , it takes time to heal . And this heart, mixed feelings , supressed anger , no one will understand , none . For that , i really hope you could take really good care of all these . Once i gave you my love , once my heart is fully open , don't ever forsake this love . Cause this feelings of love in me , is not easy to be impressed nor found . And you've got to know that this love is one of kind . ('=

Labels: dearest.

You'll always be my blood ,

Wednesday, October 20, 2010 @ 10:31 PM

You , the one who gave birth to me . From the moment I was born & beyond the time that I pass on . Please believe me when I say that my love for you will always be strong no matter how far we are apart .You taught me how to crawl , you taught me how to speak , you taught me how to walk , you brought me up so perfectly even when you went through so much pain when giving me birth . I know I don't say this often enough . But I thank you so very much , for being the greatest mum of all & never ever letting me fall . I hope that one day I can return the love and kindness you have given to me . And i hope , the upper one could forgive you for all the mistakes and sins that you've done mum . And i really hope to see a better you as years passed down the road . I love you mum , Happy Birthday In Advance (';

Labels: even if there's crack between us .

Ans me ,

Wednesday, October 13, 2010 @ 8:20 PM

Issit you or me who chanqed ? Or maybe , i haven't know you betta yet ? Can i just ask this ; what's with you and your sudden chanqe of attitude ? How do you expect me to understand you if you're not tellinq me my mistakes/ any wronq doinqs towards you . At times like this , i wish i was never existed cause i brinq anqer and saddens ppl's life . Issit true ?.

(¯`¨•.¸//(*_*)¸.•¨´¯)

Labels: will you .

Choosinq a riqht quy ,

Tuesday, October 5, 2010 @ 6:31 AM