I want to ,
Wednesday, February 16, 2011 @ 5:10 AM
School is getting more and more on my nerves . I hate using this words , but , i have too , im nervous , serious shit . I feel like my time is precious each and every single day , and i don't want to waste it . I was thinking about staying over my aunt's place , which is at clementi , till N levels are over . But i didnt speak about this to anyone else yet . I dont know if im doing the right decision . I want to improve myself . I want to concentrate on my studies , I want to pass my N levels , and i want to quit smoking , which i think is possible if i stay away from all the smokers for a few months , so it wont be so tempting . Insyaallah . But , the disadvantage of staying over is , i will have to wake up as early as 5 or 4+ am to go to sch , and what more , how abt my tutions ? my CCA ? what time will i reach "home" if my CCA ends at 6pm ? And most of all , i wont be having any time to spend with bby , and my loved ones . No more slacking , cause i wont be having any friends there .I should really consider about this again .pfft , i've been think about this over and over , and i really want to make a difference in my life . That is all i'm aiming for now .
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