I didn't even know i have ,
Wednesday, February 2, 2011 @ 6:07 AM
Sometimes it qets too much to bare , sometimes i just can't take it . So i look inside and try to find , the strenqth i have to fake it . My expectation was too high , i guess , that's why i fell so hard and sunk so low .
Muhammad Zulfadly bin Zainal ;
Upon knowing you're released today , we , head down to your place to visit you . I have to say this , there were too many kinds of feelings that run through us , but we managed to hide it well . When i saw you from far , at one glance , i can recognise it's you . We was expecting you to be overjoyed , when meeting us but , you just seemed not pleased enough by our presence . And the most unexpected thing is that , you asked us to walk off , and that shows how much you don't need us . I don't understand you , when you wrote letter , i can sense that you're really looking forward to meet us but , when the time is here , it's like you hated us so much . We didn't know what went wrong but one thing is for sure , i can see you're a change man , and i'm proud of it .
Both parties have made mistakes but , we have our explanations to it , how about yours ? We may not know till when , cause we didn't have the chance to speak to you , you're trying to avoid us . But all i can say for now is , we will try to understand you , but one day , if we are gonna be totally saperated , then it's your turn to understand us .
And you may look at our facebook pictures and say " they really did enjoy life without me " , well , then , i'll have to say , even if we did , we still waited for your release and that we still think about you . Unbelievable ? Then you can go and take a look at my post on the May 20th 2010 , thursday . Sometimes i wonder , whye do i like to waste my fuckin time writing here for people who don't really need me in their life .
~Afterall , this is what called "LIFE" .
Labels: that much strength .