I don't want to be ,
Thursday, November 25, 2010 @ 8:09 AM

I did try opening it , but it refused to . I've tried high and low , but it
was unsucessful . I did my best , i gave my all but it seems like no one could
open up this heart . This sturbbon-hard stone heart in me . It's already proven
that no guy could open it up fully . Maybe , time will tell how long i can stay
this way , how long i can get through these sleepless night . I'm proud of the
loner i've become but , every women needs sympathy , care , someone to share
their feelings and sorrows with , and especially , someone to love ; but i didn't get all these , for quiet a long time . It's has been a long time since i last experienced the meaning of true love - now vanished .
With every air i breathe ; with every minute i've spent , i feel like my life
is empty .
~ 20 months single ~
Labels: a loner anymore .