I don't know how to act ,
Wednesday, November 10, 2010 @ 1:13 AM

You said i didn't make you happy . All i can say for now is , i did my best , i did try . But if you still think that way , then find someone else . I'm fine with it and i really mean it . You did make me happy , even with a little of hurting , you did make me smile . One thing that's for sure is , love is hard , but loving you is harder with this unheal pain in this heart . It's not easy for me . I can choose to be cold and heartless and just let you go , but i didn't . Whye ? I'm showing you that i'm trying . But still , you didn't try to understand me . I feel like you see me but you didn't notice my presence . I feel like you hear me but you didn't listen to what i have to say . And maybe , you say one thing , and mean another . In case if you don't know whye i've been talkative these days is cause i'm acting tough and pretended to be strong , so you couldn't see the pain in me . I no longer see the reason whye i need to love neither do i want to understand what love is .
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