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Life sucks , love hurt ,
Wednesday, June 9, 2010 @ 9:15 AM

Whyee do I feel so broken , It's somethinq I cannot iqnore . My eyes are becominq blurry , as my tears fall to the floor , I've qot nobody to run to , and nowhere else to hide . I'm a prisoner in a place , where pain is held inside . You called , actinq like there's nothinq wronq . You tauqht i still haven't know about it but actually , i knew it at that point of time . I rejected your calls cause i felt like beinq cheated and used . All i could do was to keep myself shut and stare at the empty spaces . I was talkinq to myself in the inside , one by one , questions passed by my mind . The most weirdest thinq that has ever crossed my life was you . You hurt me , break me apart , shatterd my heart , still i couldn't forqet about you and i swear that feelinq sucks . When i msqed you , asked you what you want , you said if theres sometinq wronq that you can't call . From that point , i let out everythinq . I said i don't wish to qo any further and that whatever i've heard about you and her is enouqh for me to let you qo . You tried to explain everythinq out . You said that , at that time , you quys was too tired so , you couldn't deny but to just let her lay on your lap cause you pitied her . You said if it was me , you'll do the same way , you apoloqised and said that you didn't have any other intention . But , i just don't qet it , you weren't alone with her , you cousin was there , my syster was there , whyee did she choose you ?! Didn't you find that she's like takinq advantaqe just because i wasn't there ? HOW I REALLY WISH I WAS THERE TO WATCH EVERYTHINQ WITH MY OWN EYES ! I told you i loose trust on you . And i even told you that if you no lonqer love me , you should have told me . There's no need for you to make me wait . You said that you love me too , but whyee did you do me this way ? Isn't my sacrification enouqh for me to hold onto this unspoken love ? You asked me to qain my trust on you and you left me speechless . To avoid from qoinq any further , i said that im disappointed with you and i have nothinq more to say .
In the afternoon , you msqed me and asked if i still don't trust you . I didn't reply cause i don't know what else to say , then you said its okey . Everthinq ended .
I just don't qet it , whyee do i feel so broken after all these shit happens ? Im startinq to qet weaker and weaker . I no lonqer have the appetite to eat . I was fiqhtinq to qet throuqh the niqht . Niqht time was sucha struqqle for me . Memories of our past keeps hauntinq me . I've been struqqlinq to qet you out of my mind but it seems useless .
I don't know if i should qive you another chance .
Im just so stupid in love with you .

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