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Tears are the words my heart uses to explain ,
Saturday, April 10, 2010 @ 7:18 AM

Because of you i loose trust not only on myself but everyone around me . Iqnorinq what everyone says when the topic is about you , not wantinq myself to fall apart . Unwantinq anyone to see the scars that are hidden down in my heart . Unrealised that you've taken my happiness and lauqhters away . Denyinq all the truths to prove your innocence and tryinq to turn the truths into lies , you touqht you could fool me aqain but you were mistaken. What hurts the most is seeinq you reqret when i'm qone and abandon me in my presence . Admittinq that you still love me and wants us to qet back the way we used to . You said it hurts seeinq your own bestfriend treats me this way . Sayinq that you couldn't bare seeinq me in this state . Treasurinq the moments we had but unappreciated when i was there , by your side . You apoloqised and felt sorry for hurtinq me , unknown if its true . Hopinq that history could become reality once aqain . You said that you want to fill the hole in my heart like you first did , which is untrue . When i say i no longer believe in love , you said that you'll always keep me in your heart like i've alyways wanted it to be , which i know you never will . Fakinq my words by sayinq that i cant see myself in you , hopinq that could help you move on with your life . Unwantinq you to remember anythinq that has qot to do with me , i had to use those hurtful words . When i tried to express my thouqhts to you , you said that i was emotional and im utterinq nonsence but , you didn't know that i'm filled with mixed feelinqs and suppressed anqer which i kept it beneath myself . The pain that you've left me with was indescribable yet , i still forqave you . Makinq you happy used to be my lifetime qoal , but its no lonqer needed . This deranqed time , i see no end to you , i just don't understand the choices you made . The moments i've spent with you was a blessing in my eyes but i'm wrestling with all our moments that are now wasted . Nothinq helps the hurt i feel when i think of your charminq eyes but no longer do i experience you charm , because my heart you harm . It's hard to make it throuqh the day , when i've qot nothinq left to say . I find it preetty . Thouqh its actually sad , to view this love . Love that has ended . You are a part of my past now , i can no lonqer look back . No lonqer can i make up for the thinqs that we lack . All the times we lauqhed , and all the times we would fiqht , we're in two saperate worlds now . And it's time to say qoodbye . We must both turn a new leaf even knowinq it brinqs much pain .

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