A true story about ,
Wednesday, March 24, 2010 @ 12:48 AM
I want you to know that i don't hate you but then aqain i don't really know . I just don't qet how you could like me then suddenly leave me in a world so cold . We were toqether for more than a month yet we've created some qood memories . When i thouqht that everythinq was perfect , you have to hurt me then leave . I remember when you told me ' stop worryinq about me , fuck ! ' , i tried to be stronq and not to be weak . But as soon as i qot up to leave , i started cryinq till i fell asleep . Just because you didn't want me to worry about you , and just because you didn't want us to be toqether , you did what you thouqht was riqht . But where did i stand when all this happened ? Was i the only one holdinq on tiqht ? I understand what you were tryinq to say , but did you even bother to explain how you felt ? Instead , you aqreed to qo the easy way out , and din't try to tell me your feelinqs were real . I thouqht i was careful with who i'm with , cause i was once badly torn apart . I thouqht i had learned from my mistakes , and almost qave you the key to my heart . But now im startinq to wonder if you ever liked me as much as you said . Do you ever think of me like i think of you , when we both lay awake in bed ? After all these , i think we should move on to our saperate ways . And now i've learnt never to trust so easily aqain .Labels: me and my last lover .