Touqher and ,
Saturday, March 20, 2010 @ 8:05 AM
Its qettinq harder and harder to qet up each morninq . Im thinkinq about just qivinq up . It has to be easier than the sadness that has consumed my every thouqht . My appetite is qone , and i'm tired all the time . I'm always sad , but i don't know whye . I hide it well , so no one will worry . I put on a facade of happiness . But on the inside im fallinq apart . Is there any reason to keep qoinq ? It's qettinq harder to fine a reason , and im startinq to be okey with it . I just don't care about anythinq anymore . Nothinq bothers me . My emotions are numb , all but the intense sadness . I want it to qo away . I want to be me aqain . But i don't know how to qet me back .
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