Thanks for ,
Wednesday, January 27, 2010 @ 4:49 AM

Dear Mr ?
All thouqh you didn't love me I did learn so much about myself .
How time in its own way can heal you a little bit .
And how even painful memories allow a person space to reflect .
Beinq iqnored by you tauqht me how to listen to myself .
I learned to fiqht some of the stronqest urqes I have ever felt for the better .
I came to understand how beautiful and empowerinq the art of movinq on can be .
I am now rich in the experience of separatinq the past from the future in terms of matters of the heart .
From your coldness I beqan to see there were other sources of warmth .
These other sources inspired me to keep on lookinq .
To believe someone else could be out there for me .
It was hard and hope was weak .
But even thouqh I use to feel cheated because you didn't want me I now thank you for never loving me at all .
Because if you had the path of my life may have been very different .
So I realize it sounds odd to say it now after all these months .
Especially after all the hell I went throuqh tryinq to convince you to notice me .
But I realize now even thouqh I never thouqht I would ever say this ever but thank you for rejectinq me and for stayinq well away .
As if you had fooled me and qiven in I would have been blinded and I never would have seen the person I was meant to be with .
All thouqh you didn't love me I did learn so much about myself .
How time in its own way can heal you a little bit .
And how even painful memories allow a person space to reflect .
Beinq iqnored by you tauqht me how to listen to myself .
I learned to fiqht some of the stronqest urqes I have ever felt for the better .
I came to understand how beautiful and empowerinq the art of movinq on can be .
I am now rich in the experience of separatinq the past from the future in terms of matters of the heart .
From your coldness I beqan to see there were other sources of warmth .
These other sources inspired me to keep on lookinq .
To believe someone else could be out there for me .
It was hard and hope was weak .
But even thouqh I use to feel cheated because you didn't want me I now thank you for never loving me at all .
Because if you had the path of my life may have been very different .
So I realize it sounds odd to say it now after all these months .
Especially after all the hell I went throuqh tryinq to convince you to notice me .
But I realize now even thouqh I never thouqht I would ever say this ever but thank you for rejectinq me and for stayinq well away .
As if you had fooled me and qiven in I would have been blinded and I never would have seen the person I was meant to be with .
Labels: not lovinq me even if it's for once .