Holdinq back those tears and
Saturday, December 19, 2009 @ 5:40 AM

Every breath that i take , feels like a knife in my chest and every time that i wake , it's like i never qot rest and every smile i fake but i'm still this depressed and every mistake , that i'm here to confess . An addiction that i love , an addicction thats forever , but whye do i want more , even touqh we aren't toqether . Its like the more you qo away , the more i need you . The more i want , then its the more i need to . Cause i'm addicted to your love , addicted to your huqs . Addicted to the feelinq , like i'm addicted to the buzz . Its like when i kiss you , i qet hiqher than hiqh . I use all my druqs and qo for supply . I never wanted it to be over , i feel so neqlected . I'm used to this pain , you can say my pains perfected . My life's qettinq traqic , I cant really bare this pain . Since i'm addicted to you . I wish you never want to party , that you only want me . You were perfect , my picture perfect quy , you made me smile and the thinqs you said felt so riqht , never thouqht i would be sittin here sayinq to myself '' I miss him so much , where did i qo wronq ? ''
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