and now im feelinq like ,
Sunday, December 13, 2009 @ 11:18 AM
Whyee issit with every situation that was qiven to me a very touqh one ? And i'm no lonqer stronq to hold on to . Bby , i need you . )'= I tauqht puttinq the pasts behind my back would soon heal all the pain that they've caused me ,but it looks like its hauntinq my future .Everywhere I turn , these moments that once brouqht such happiness , now attacks every part of me .Most of the time , my heart aches secretly that no one understand . No words nor quotes can put into words what i feel . Words like hurt , destroyed or shattered , don't even come close. This pain is indescribable . I need a time on my own , to rest my mind by watchinq the beautiful sunset rises and sinks like my heart did . )',= Bby , i couldnt take this pain any lonqer . But i know there's nothinq could be done . I could just wish that all of it would tremble down the cliff . Faded memories try so hard to make our old lives a reality . Whyee dont memories fade away ? )'.= Tears are words the heart cant express .I just want to end all of this , my life i dont want to live anymore , whyee and i holdinq on ? i dont know anymore . )''= I onced witnessed this tall tree fall . And tears rolled down my cheeks . Because as it fell i realized that it was just like me . Bby , i know you could see the sadness underneath my smile . And i know , you could see the tears that i've been hidinq inside . )''; 'You moved on and found someone new . Now you say you are no lonqer with her , and that you wished thinqs could qo back to the way they were . When it was just you and me .But it's too late , i've moved on like you told me to , and 'he' , 'bby' makes me happier than anyone . '
They say ''Someone that cant let qo of the past doesnt even have a qrip on themselves''.
Sometimes , i feel , what's the point of explaininq somethinq that no one will ever undersatnd ?
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